other whole

It feels really good getting addicted to loneliness. One can discover himself completely. :') But the other part is, if you start digging deeper, you'll find a void... a void which is never been filled. A void which demands love to be the only element which could be filled in it. You've been alone for quite some time. You've spent so much time in company of no one but yourself. You know spending too much time alone can leave you with only 2 options : 1. You either start loving yourself. 2. You become villain in your own eyes. You either love the company of your soul, or you run away from the negativity of it. During day, you're a warrior with a body full of scars. Who has never lost any emotional battle. Who hides all his pain behind that sparkling smile. Who is the destroyer of agony prevailed in this world. You're a Joker, who can make the surrounding cheerful no matter how critical the situation is. When people seek happiness, you're the best option their life can offer. You hold them. You're a mender of broken hearts. Nobody can guess that an emotionless person like you hides an ocean of trauma behind that smile. That smile acts like a dam, dam that holds all the powerful tides of the ocean. But you're a completely different person when the sun sets and all the sinners crawl in. The dam breaks and finds its escape from your eyes. The warrior mode gets completely turned off. You turn into a victim, a victim of loneliness. The warrior is now shattered completely inside out. You feel completely drained, inspiration and happiness leaking all over. You're in a jungle, lost, all your eyes set upon is darkness, fog, representing uncertainties. All you need is a person with a lantern, who can guide you through the way out. But who stays up at 3 a.m? baby sleep being the exceptions. When all the ways you've discovered to cope with the loneliness start finding them useless, you should know it's time to surrender :') When those mood pumping anthems don't make you dance on their beat. When you see your friends getting along with someone, you too crave for a partner. Staring at the roof lifelessly becomes your only option. That point of time demands a person who can listen to you with all ears no matter what time it's. When the past haunts, you want a person to exorcise it. We spend those nights in which loneliness is our best company and when we try to kick it out of our life, we can't find an escape. This heart craves for the one who can open the door for escape. :') All you crave for is the person who can make us feel again, who can make our in love revive again. Who makes us believe that a tiniest fraction of a second in love, is far better than living the whole life in midst of loneliness. A person who cuts the strings from our demons. A person in front of whom you can burst out all the frustration without the fear of losing them. Not a person who fires back at you. A person who understands you inside out. Who feels the intensity of the storm you've trapped yourself into. Who jumps in midst of all the chaos just to save your soul from getting tattooed with scars. All you want is a person who can hold you so tightly that all the fear and pain breaks completely. A nightingale who can evade all the darkness from her charm. Who kisses you so deep and sucks all the emptiness out of you, inhaling love. A person so beautiful that you even find her silence beautiful. For that person, the term "other half" would be an understatement. Search for your other whole..!! :)